My Mistress and I have done Dominant/submissive play before. We have even done so over multiple days, and sometimes for as long as a week or week and a half. But every single time in the past, my orgasm has signaled the end of the D/s play. A large part of this is due to the fact that generally, if I am not horny, I am not terribly submissive. Until last night, I had not had an orgasm for a month. I was extremely horny, and I was fairly submissive. Both my Mistress and myself were nervous about what would happen when she did make me come (we realize for health reasons that it needs to occur at least somewhat regularly).
Last night, my Mistress restrained me, then sexually tormented me: she played with my nipples, my cock, she put on latex gloves and ran her fingers over my body (I was so horny that my entire body was one big erogenous zone). She even climbed on top of me and began sexing me, though she would stop moving every time it began to feel really good. She got off, made me give her head while she handled my cock some more. When she came, she got a vibrator and took me repeatedly to the edge. Finally, she took me over the edge.
She did not intend to ruin my orgasm, as I tend to sexually recover more slowly from ruined orgasms. In fact, the orgasm began as one of the best I have ever had in my life, and it was undoubtedly one of the longest. Unfortunately (for me), she removed the stimulation while the orgasm was still taking place. Although I was already toward the tail end of the orgasm, and had nearly finished coming, this actually ruined the orgasm, in a minor sort of way: there was an acute discomfort because of the pressure remaining in my balls, and the extreme pleasure of the first part of the orgasm was quickly replaced by dissatisfaction. As we lay there, she continued fondling me; this was an exquisite torment, as what had been one huge erogenous zone now became one huge hyper-sensitive zone. It wasn't ticklish per se, but that is the closest thing I can thing to compare it to. Just lightly running her fingertips over my thighs resulted in me thrashing.
However, once she released me and I had cleaned up after the little session, I realized something: I was not horny, but I still felt somewhat submissive. She, in turn, continued to treat me as her submissive. Although I was not as excited to serve her and seek her pleasure after the orgasm, I was still able to respect her as the figure in control of our relationship.
I suppose it is probably a good sign for our Mistress/submissive relationship that I woke up horny again. Although I am not nearly so aroused as I was last night prior to the orgasm, I am still horny enough to care about and crave her attentions. It feels as if we have crossed the last real boundary between a normal husband/wife relationship and this D/s relationship. My last opportunity and excuse to simply back out is gone; unless I am seriously worried about compromising the health and well-being of our children and family, I must now confess that I am fully her submissive and slave, and shall remain so as long as she desires it, in whatever form she might wish.
A little scary, and very exciting.
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